shoot me.

D A Y




& N I G H T

Prom?

I am already scared of what to wear to prom and I know that this probably won't be it. But just to get an idea I thik it's cute and a good way to stand out. What do you think? I put this together myself but I think I really hate the clutch?! Anyway I'll be posting a lot of these I think :)

i can't change who i am!

I give a lot. Actually I give all of me everyday. I try to please everyone. I do as I'm told and I do it good.
It starts in the morning. I get up and get pretty. Do my make-up, do my hair because people expect me to look my best. I go to school. I smile, am polite and get good grades. I am the best in some of my classes yet that is something taken for granted and normal. I drive my little brother home from school. He calls me ugly at least 10 times a day, I don't say anything cause I know he doesn't mean it. I get home and promise my mom to clean the bathroom. I do my homework, I do it perfectly, that's what I do. The phone rings. It's my friend, she's crying. I listen, comfort her, give her advice then she hangs up. I listen to the words of my moms boyfriend proving that my parents are no longer together. I haven't heard from my dad in weeks. I talk to this boy I really really like. He gives me the feeling I am worth nothing. I invest and invest and get nothing in return. I go downstairs for dinner. Tomorrow I'm gonna go to the gym I think I gained a pound or two. I take a shower, paint my nails. I lay out my clothes. Dolce and Gabbana, Hugo Boss and Calvin Klein. I have to look the part it's what people expect. I go to bed. It's late, I can't sleep. I'm a good person, I am!
I know they love me, I know they care. I'm not irrelevant.

♥

don't break don't break my heart or i'll break your heartshaped glasses!

again & again

Some more pictures of my monkeys and I doing what we do best, partying :D
Occasion? Lara's 18th birthday.

outta my head..

outta my, outta my head. i want you outta my head!


i don't know what i want cause what i want doesn't want me.

back at last.

I'm sorry I was gone for so long, it's just that school has been kicking my ass..
But now all the exams are written and I'm done!
So what's new? not much.. pretty much going to the gym every day, went shopping and am still crushing on the same guy who's being an ass most of the time.
Nothing exiting.

Anyway Wednesday Regina and I are having our own little gossipgirl party so look forward to the pictures I'll be posting ;)
XOXO